July 16, 2014 by luzzara
I haven’t written in a while, not for me, not for clients, not for work.
Today at the gym (which I have finally gotten back into a regular routine) I had a moment… a “Runners High” moment. As I had sweat pouring (for serious, I was gross) down my face I heard that quote by Marianne Williamson echo in my head: “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.”
I’m pretty sure I did everything in me to not cry, to not let the tears take over and the complete surrender begin, instead I push forward, letting the sweat drip steadily down my face, I did the stupid 210 squats, I did the push ups and when it was over… I wasn’t, I had just arrived.
The last two year, I have been consciously working to be strong, fit, healthy, successful, motivated… and at the end of the day, its all about pushing yourself everyday to stay true to your values.
I don’t believe ____ today, I believe ____ everyday and to believe in that you might not always be liked, you might not agree, you might not always be right, you might always be on top and you might not always win, but when you believe in something, its ok to stand for it.
Its funny how admitting that, is so scary and so liberating.
I will be writing more.